what a bored weekend....

last weekend, cuti pnjg..cuti 3 ari sbb jumaat tu cuti awl muharam..
hmmm....aku terasa sgt2 la bosan...
actually, jumaat tu, agak happy bercampur sedih...
aku berjumpa ngan die sejak sekian lama tak jumpa...
rasa2nye lebih kurang 4bln, kitorg terpisah...
berpisah pun sbb die yg berubah ati..
perlukah aku mencoretkan sume kisah silam ku ini...

takpe, ekcelli, aku jumpa die ats dasar sorg kwn je..
even, hati ni still mengharap, tp, sume2 tu keja Allah..
jodoh di tgn nye...
apa yg aku bole wat skang, adalah terus berdoa n berdoa...
tanpa mengharapkan apa2 punn...

n mlm tu gak, aku telah berjaya membuatkan someone mengundurkan diri...
aku tak nk die mengharapkan kpd suatu yg tak pasti...
die sgt2 ekstrem n aku arap he can give me more time to think...
give me more time to recover...
give me more time to myself..
n pg sabtunye, no more msg n calls from him...
n i also didnt start to call n msg him because i do not want him to have hope for me...

so, saturday, sy sgt2la boshan...
mama lak amik keta sy n sy just stay at home..
sy tak leh nk ikut kak n abg ipar sbb diorg kan newly wed couple...
so, just let them enjoy the moment together without me...
what i did was sleeping the whole day... :)

ari ahd, nsb baik, mama ajk g kenduri kt sg bakau..
ikut jela diorg sbb mmg sgt2 bosan dok kt umah ye...
takpe, ptg ni, akan pergi ke QBM utk shopping...
akan shopping jugak....
utk kepuasan diri sendiri...hehehe...